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	2008.06.02  22.03 fuccck shit, wtf. i dunno why i decided to. but i got this urge to come on here and see if i still knew everything, and the pw. and i do. and now im here. on this. its interesting. i dunno if anyone can see this anymore but i dont care. lifes been different. its had its strides. its differences. i dunno. i think if i had to choose which life was better. this new exploration one. or the comfortable planned out one that me and veronica had. id probably choose the planned out one. i guess i just dread the thought of having to Trust someone all over again. get to know someone all over again. like and then fall in love and the fights, then making up. and the introduction to the parents thing. ' if i could. i would have put even more effort into it. more thought. but i didn't. and now im paying for it. the plus side of it all i guess is that i have really good friends now. and im slowly becoming someone that someone can approach. i feel good about that part. life after veronica has been good and bad. i have a new car. a mustang which i respect. two jobs. and a closer understanding of my friends. Cliff, Matt, Anthoney, And Meriah, are pretty much my closest friends. well shit i dont have the energy to type anymore. Mood: accomplished Music: Incubus- Movies made of Tv shows.

	2007.04.13  20.00 me posting? i can offically say that im incredably upset. im not in the mood to hangout with anyone. james asked me tonight if i wanted to go bowling. but i declined. i just miss her to much. and its making me weak. and all i want to do is just talk to her on the phone. she seems upset and she should be. i want to be there for her. but thats an impossible task knowing shes 1800 miles away. am i selfish, you bet. but i have every right to be. its been a complete day since ive talked to her last. and its driving me crazy. you dont know how much i miss you. Music: plain white t's - hey there delilah

	2007.03.20  22.04 damn i havent been on this shit in a long time. uhhh so things have been good. i turned 18 last thursday, veronica threw me a suprise birthday party. even though it wasnt really a suprise anymore. edwin, james, justin, shawna, veronica, tucker, thomas, patrick, sammy, and some of her friends came. we hung out, ate, went down to the lake, talked and shit. it was alot of fun. i had fun :) im getting my tattoos in a few weeks, as soon as patrick's wrist heals. im fucking excited. their both custom made, so thats pretty sweet ass. i wont say what they are because i dont want people getting the same shit. yeahhh. and i get the them free because thomas says he'll cover the costs of the one set, and tucker (veronica's bro) is covering the cost of the others. so all i have to do is tip patrick. im excitedddd WOOYEAH. ughhh im so sick of people. at least with all the shit thats happened lately, i know who the real important people in my life are and who is just there for show. i know who to rely on and who isnt. glad i found that out now, better late than never. yeah. im beat. i've been working constantly since friday. i need some sleep. later. Mood: tired Music: daughtry - its not over

	2007.01.02  15.08 yea what. the past few days have been amazing. to amazing to describe. expect for the minor myspace thing. but yea its been good. i love you a million sour gummy worms.

	2006.12.22  19.42 errrldrd alllh umm today was a good day. i was originally not going to the mall because i was supposed to clean the house but i went anyways. unfortunately i had to go with my friends. there not bad but i just wanted to be by myself while i shopped for veronica. anywhooo. i went to a couple of stores that im not liable to say for that would give the hint away. but i made them wait outside while i got it. i hope she likes what i got her. if not then i guess thats what recits are for. i also got my car an oil change. fun times. watching mexicans work on my car. but dayum they are fast little fuckers. i walked to petsmart and looked at the cats they have up there. btw veronica they still have that grey and white cat up there. ok well i better go take a shower. Music: dfdfdfdfd

	2006.12.17  23.11 good day. good day. im so effing happy. i could shit myself. but ill spare the shitting part and just be happy. sammy i once again in a way thank you for internet support. thank you. i love you veronica.

	2006.12.03  01.28 worst week ever? wow. monday. great day nothings going bad. oh. tuesday. good day at school. but i notice something at the end. ...ohh. wenesday. bad day. now i know somthings wrong. esp when you have to ask for a kiss? wtf. wtf? thursday. what. a. shitty. day. pointless looks. false feelings. i want it to go away. i want it back the way it was. when we used to talk about italy. and kids. and what paint the walls were going to be. and the cars. and the rooms. artist room. remember that? remember those nights of just talking about the future? do you? huh? friday. what was there was just a mirror. a refection on what was used to be there. promises broken. thats what hurts the most. promises fucking broken because of one man. ONE MAN. wtf. dan. wtf. you won. you dick. you won because you held on to tight. do you know how hard it is to press reset all over again? do you? im angered, moritified. and a bit cursed. i dont know what to think. put me four months ago. remember that day. i walked to your house. it rained. remember? skip all that stuff. because thats not what im about. just put me at that ending when it was me and you. cuddleing. thats what i loved. damnit. i miss you. its been a crazy week. this is a crazy post. deep down and all around i do love you. in all the ways. friend companion lover. in all of them. i love you too.

	2006.11.29  17.30 i quote karinas myspace for this. " love is like a butterfly, hold it to tight you'll crush it. Hold it to loose itll fly away." i cant figure which one i did. hold it to tight or let if fly?

	2006.10.14  21.33 im doing it its a plan. i swear on my love for you i wont let you down. i fucking swear.

	2006.10.14  15.24 wtf? what is your fucking deal dan? im so pissed and so fucking aggrvated with you. you do have something against me and you cant "man" up to me and tell me. you keep doing deavious things to try to sabatoge my realationship with veronica. it pisses me so much off that you couldnt say one goddamn word to veronica last night that she would call me back. she was standing right there right next to you. RIGHT THERE. not one word. nothing nadda. that proves your trying to get veronica pissed off at me. you go from being oddly nice to me. and letting me see veronica two weekends ago. to fucking up everything this weekend. you guys didnt do shit yesterday. and supposedly you guys had something to do today. that wasnt hanging out with people. and what do you do? you go. dan. why? really why? i dunno. this is just my pissed off rant. anyways. today i got my haircut again. its lame. work. sucks. but you gotta move on. hopefully i get to go over to tuckers house tomorrow. so that i can see veronica. dont give a shit for other people then her. i swear she keeps me in line. if it wasnt for her. godddddddamn. hottttdaym id go insane. speaking of hey baby i got your missed call. i was mowing. so ummm call my cell im done now. and to let you know im going out to eat and home depot and sports authority. so call me when you want. Mood: arrggggghhh Music: mudvayne - fall into sleep

	2006.08.05  10.16 number 500? 19 MORE DAYSSS until me and veronicas one year......its getting closseeee!....and today we are going to fun spot. hopefully noone pukes on us. i got my first paycheck yesterday...it was only 103$ but thats because i worked like half the time im supposed to work. the next check i get SHOULD be around 200$. but im not getting my hopes up. its kinda sad. i work 16.25 hours and make 103 dollars. my mom works like 43 hours and she only made 128$ haha......anyways i need to go hop in the shower so i can get ready to see veronica. Mood: big word lethargic... Music: generator - foo fighters

	2006.07.31  16.51 TWO days in a row now that ive been to the mall. yesterday i went shopping for veronica. i picked her up two more things. i got her a *** and a ** and some *A*E**. but theres one more thing i need to get her. the most important thing of all i know what it is. its a ******. later that day i got to see veronica and her mom....i was more excited to see veronica. literally.....hehe....he...he.. i went shoping once again today with my friends james and edwin. i got all the stuff i want for school now. i excited 24 more days. i know its more like 24 1/2 but i want it to come fast. hopefully by then ill have my license. i wanna take her out for dinner that night. olive garden and such. then i want to go to toys r us. and ride the bikes that are way to small for me. then drive all the way over to joes crab shack and sneak in just to go on their playground. if not we swing by my house we have a little playground next to my house. that'll def be the best day of my life. tomorrow im hanging with edwin and james again staying the night over edwins house. fun fun. school is about to start....scared and exicted at the same time. scared because i never got my report card. so i hope i didnt fail...but dont they call you if you did?? i dunno. but excited because i get to see all my peeps again. and new teachers. greatness.......ehhh....ha. i have to crap so i gotta go.... Mood: my shiting face Music: my ass ....LMAO

	2006.07.25  22.03 err again so this past weekend has been terrific. saturday i worked....and it sucked. but then sunday was a better day by far. i went to the beach with veronica. i had whhhhooooaaa amounts of fun. first, my grandma gets here late....she thought we wouldnt be up on time..pshhh proved her wrong. it was her birthday. we then go to veronicas house to pick her up. then off to the beach we go. we listen to some music. mostly her stuff....ehh....we listened to now 17 it sucks but it does have franz ferindad on it which was pretty sweet. she didnt like my foo fighters cd very much. so finally we get to the beach. it was hotter then a mother fucker. the sand was blazing hott. my fetties were cookin. we setup and i jump into the water which fortunately was cool. swim and layout swim and layout...then i got stung by a jellyfish..im like wtf... nobody gets stung by a jellyfish. it wasnt a pleasntful expirence. we go home...and on the way back we stop at t bell. ONE hour to get our food. which was fly full. when we get home me and veronica go into the pool....it started to rain....not lightly but like a downpore. it was pretty cool. then the thunder got to loud and i hightailed outta there. for dinner we had snowcrab and steak.....prime rib...which is a steak. dont ask me why. we take her home and thats the day. yesterday it was our 11!!!! months. one more to go for a year. im getting jealous of her present....its pretty sweet. hmmm... what is it? hmmm. hints....hmmm.....dont think your going to get it outta me on livejounal veronica hahaha...ha... ok well i bettter get some sleep tomorrow im going to the doctor. 9 am. there going to do a check up on my chest..hopefully its nothing bad...im scared. Mood: hott stuff Music: weezer - hold me

	2006.07.20  18.04 finally....... so uhh this is the first time my internet has been working in a while.(uhh a week??) figures, it only works on my moms side of the computer. this past week has been fun and interesting. i got to see veronica this past weekend. i now have a new job at gregs place. so come visit me!!! but i still have to work with my dad until summer is over. greattttttt. tomorrow i get to spend the day working with my dad...whooooaa! then saturday im working once again with my dad.....then i get to work at gregs place till close. sunday i get to see veronica day at the beach. i havent been there....since i went with veronica. haha. itll be my g mas birthday. we will have a steak dinner later that night. monday will be our 11 month! and then our year a month later im pretty static about that. shes going to love.......uhh....he.....hehhe. almost walked into that one. anyways yea so thats about my week i guess.

	2006.07.11  21.52 uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.......cough when I talk about it it carries on reasons only knew when I talk about it Aries or treasons all renew big me to talk about it I could stand to prove if we can get around it I know that it's true when I talked about it carried on reasons only knew but it's you I fell into thats my favourite song at the moment. foo fighters - big me. so yesterday was pretty much amazing. it makes up for the fourth. i got to see my love, my joy, my pride, veronica. twas a great day. first thing, i get up and get ready and im done about at 9:30.but my mom who has been up for a good 3 hours still isnt ready to leave. so we dont leave the house untill about 10:30. she has to workout. doesnt get done till about 11:30. we pick veronica up and I drive to the mall. we see potc 2 good movie. shop a bit. then back to my house. we go swiming. i have a love for pools. esp when veronicas there. we get out and to my room we go. hunter plays video games......and i get my ass kicked in wrestleing 12 to 6. yea veronica is the champ. but i do have to admit i did like loseing. whats bad about your girlfriend on top???? thats what i thought. we eat my moms chicken its good. we leave here close to 9 to drop her off. good thing my mom went inside we stayed an extra hour hehehe YES. i love seeing veronica. makes me want august 22 to come around.(license) not to mention our year is shortly after august 24!!!!! i love veronica and i enjoy every minute i spend with her. today sucked. worked. then it rained on us. did 14 yards. that hurt. esp when you have brusies from the night before from you girlfriend haha. tomorrow i get to watch hunter leave for n.j. i wish i was going. but i have a better life down here now. no more retreating to the north. i do miss their beaches. but next year im hopeing to take veronica along with me. she'd lovvvvvee it there. it has the small town look and the beach town taste. if i cant get to live in italy. thats my second best place to go. anyway i need sleep long day. zaaaaack Mood: lmao Music: foo fighters - big me

	2006.07.05  19.45 last night was that one night of the year that you could light off whatever you can imagine. i hated it so bad. the one person i wanted to spend that night with....was miles away. there were at least 80 people here last night. 70 somthing of whom i didnt know. i have to admit it wasnt compeletely bad. but overall it did suck. it started off at like 7 in the morning. my mom of course nagging the shit outta me. i ran around making our house look good for people i didnt care for. and it really didnt hit me veronica wasnt coming over untill it was all done and setup. the first people that came was at around noon. ronnie and his group came. they went down their and setup by the lake. all day long all they did was play horseshoes and frizbe. hes cool. he told me he would hook up my soundsystem for my car for free. then alan and his family from texxxassss came. there a cool bunch of people. alan started cooking these werid ass looking burgers. and he made me try one first....and it was a fucking soy burger. gross. it tasted like a bad cyrstal burger. i cracked on him all night about those. shortly after jenny and her gang of friends came. jay and this other britsh guy started to hate on america. greatness. there accents were fucking crazy. a biker couple came. there son came and he brought his girlfriend and it was so fucking annoying. cuz they would go in the hallway thats in our house and just stay there the whole night. i had to lock my door. you never know. and at about 6ish is when all the oldies came.......id say outta the 80 people...there was about 50 people over the age of 60. i felt like i was working for an nursery for old people. they keep dragging me back just to say how much ive grown and...."Back in my day....blah blah blah." and fucking war stories. couple of hours later and then we started the fireworks. we started them about nine and it didnt end till about eleven. i had fun lighting them...till the last one. it had a huge as fuse. so i go to light it...and the sparks burned my thumb and shinged my leg hairs. 2nd degree burn i got. sucked ass. the rest of the night was just a blur. overwhelmed by the blister. tucker wasnt in such a great mood.( veronicas bro) all he kept saying was how many beers hes had. poor guy. he also kept calling me a pussy and kept saying he was going to kick my ass. after about the 10th time. i told him "fuck you" and i was serious bucause it was quite annoying. he just laughed...... and the people he brought over were nice. jenne and forgot the dudes name. but they told micheal he needed to lay off the beer. then he started to tell me that im a great guy and that veronica should be greatful. i guess i am a great guy huh? ;>. that was about my day... all in all i would of had a great time if veronica was there. zackkkkkkk Mood: calm Music: david bowie - the world for sale

	2006.07.03  00.42 im depressed not in an emo going to kill myself way. but im missing the shit outta someone now....way. it sucks. i love her. ..zack Mood: blah Music: dfdfdfdfd

	2006.06.30  21.47 bahhhgghhgaggh well this week has been a crappy one. first off, veronica's cousin dies in a car accident. horrible. so she leaves for ohio for his furernal. she'll be gone till the 8th of july. which sucks even more because ill be missing her so so much. then yesterday i went out to our backyard to feed this gigantic bird that has been living here for close to 3 weeks. yea ive grown attached to it. so im feeding it right. i run out of food. so i go back in to get more. come out, to find the fucker gone. so im like.....uhh wtf. i see a couple of white feathers spread about. and about 50 yards away i see this hawk with mango(name of loan-a-bird) in its claws...and it takes it up into a tree and maws it. im devastated. i liked that bird. its the worst thing ive ever saw. but anyways enough about birds. i really miss veronica now. ugggggh. and it sucks so bad that she wont be here for the fourth. i was really looking forward to it with her and matt and kaley. we were going to kick their ass in video games and such. i dont like being selfish. but i want veronica here with me. i know her cousin died. but i wish she were here. or me going with her. i need her just as much as she needs me right now. and being 2,000 some odd miles away from her hurts because all i want to do right now is hold her. but she and her family did the right thing and going up there. i do the same thing if i were them. i cant imagine someone dieing that i love. i love veronica to death. and if she ever passed. that be a big piece of me gone. enough death talk. weather has been crappy. rainy. messy. and the sucky part about it is when its not raining. its hotter then a mother.fucking sucks wabos.you know its hot when your leg pits are sweating. so uhh im tired. i need sleep. ill be going on my third day of work tomorrow. three days. 30 hours. too much work....... Mood: cranky

	2006.06.27  17.43 blast a hole where?!?!?! uhh so my day yesterday was the best day since the last time i saw veronica. it was good seeing her. i loved every minute of it. we saw a movie. the omen kinda gay. little devil of a child yea crazy. uhh gay did i say that already. well people died in the most unrealist ways. thats for the gayness. then we went around waterford. havent been there in ages. its a cool place. but kinda annoying. ppl going crazy shopping.... dog shit. uhh yea. so my real computer is acting up so i have to keep using my moms laptop sucks. anyways. after we went to waterford. i was really looking forward on haveing veronica for dinner but my parents were like uhhh uuhhh im tired uhh uhhhhhh crapy dinner night. which wasnt. we had pasta. good stuff. my birds are chirping now. i thinks its because they miss veronica. there not the only ones. so uhh todays tuesday and in a week its the fourth. pretty sweet ass. cuz we are having a party. its going to be a blast. get it blast haha uhh.....gay so anyways my fingers hurt cuz the letters are space to far away on laptops. gay its so annoying reaching for a button t when its all the way up there god stop with the tssss. gotta go........i making dinner we........no. Mood: feeling japannessee Music: pink floyd- time will serve us well

	2006.06.21  17.41 random thought ahh ever since school ended ive been thinking alot about school..gay.but i dont care. school....everyone hates school. you go throughout the year having annoying teachers. stupid fights pointless arguements with adminastrators. along the way you take pictures. maybe even a video of some sort. school goes along and then its over. everyone cries. blah blah blah. but when its over....highschool that is. its really over. all you have left are those pictures you took. and videos you recorded. you look back and think about each and everyone of those pictures. you think what the fuck was i doing? who was that? wow thats cool. shit like that. but in reality highschool is the one place where all of your imedieate friends are. where eles are you going to have ten of your closet friend stucked together for 180 days? where eles are you going to go to school and forget everything eles around you and just have a good time? to me highschool has been somewhat cool. i met my amazing girlfriend veronica their. i started a band their with matt and luis. ive made funny emo jokes with cliff. farted in ppls faces with billy in tenth grade as they slept. i look back......with only one year left. one year. and im going to do it without any regrets. i remember every bit of everyone at their worst and their best. dont take life for granted and thats a statment that im sticking too. i just want to let all my friends know......that i love them all. and veronica i love you so much in so many ways. yours truely. zack Mood: content Music: the offspring - redemtion

	2006.06.16  20.46 fdfdfdfdfdf ouch my body hurts.....work sucks

	2006.06.16  20.44 uhh so today i worked. it kinda sucked....balls. uhh it was hott. windy. uhh...and i was sweating balls. uhh....sorry i like saying uhh. uhhhh uhhhh uhhhhhhhh uhhhh uhhhh. thats been about my day. uhh. anyways. its weird working with my dad again. i miss them kinda. cuz we do get to spend time. i barly get to see him these days. this will be my fourth year running. working with my dad. damn. four years. thats like since ive been in 6th grade. and the sad thing is hunters going into the 6th grade (little bro) and he doesnt know how to do shit. but anyways. me and my dad talked. i learned alot. he told me storys of his ex best friends. and how they screwed him over. but im not going into that. he also informed me of how crupt my stupid family is. not my imediate family but my overall family on his side. my cousin jenny. she does shit. sure she works with her father. but shes gets everything. her car. 2500$ FREE. my grandparents paid for it. my cousin chirsty... she really does SHIT nothing except eat...and well screw a million guys. my grandparents....fucking pay 100$ a month for her car...which is 6500$...while she pays for the other 100$ a month. my fucking uncle and aunt (greg and sheri) the resturant that they "own" was bought and paid for by my grandparents....thats 25000$...bullshit. i fucking bust my ass to work with my dad. and I have to pay for everything i do. fucking a. my car WILL BE BOUGHT BY ME. all of it. the engine that it needs will be bought by me. everything. shit my cousin jenny...fucking got a 2500$ laptop for graduating....my other cousin ashley graduated....and she got a congratulations card...with 5 dollars...wtf. when i graduate...im not being stingy or anything..but i better get something. my grandparents dont give to fucks about me. its sad. cuz all of the greg stone family does is kiss ass to them. my mom works for them at "their" restuarnt. and she didnt get paid for THREE years. and they treat her like shit. its insanity. my dad every year sees his dad and mom at least 10 times. all they do. is call. and they get everything free. just because they kiss ass. and filed for bankruptcy. three years ago. so while my grandparents pay everything for the resturant.from food to matenice. the greg family can pay for their luxurys. like 52' t.v a boat. brand new cars. its shit. sorry if you had to read all of this. im just venting. live jounal...you suck you wont let me finish....(this was the following day) Mood: dfddfdf Music: dfdfddfd

	2006.06.05  22.27 uhh...i turded so yea my computer is finally up and runing.....so no more using my moms laptop....good stuff. so hopefully i get to see veronica tomorrow for movies..with her granny and fatty of a cousin. but all i care to see is veronica. ohh and BTW its only 19 more days untill our 10 months. im excited for it. i get happy thinking that its been this long. gahh. shes the one. i know it. ok enough of me being cheesey. peace out...time for bed Mood: squeeeee! Music: dana cali - red hot chili peppers

	2006.06.03  16.20 uhh fun stuff. so i havent really posted anything up on this in a while i guess. and ALOT of spectacular stuff has happened since my last post. first. i saw veronica at her house a weekend ago. wonderful night. then i saw her on thursday. i walked to her house soaking wet. yea im a loser. but i love her so much and it was way way worth it. i think i might be geting sick. but like i said it was way worth it. then last night i was able to see her once again. we went to gp. def hated going there. shortly after we went back to veronicas house so we can plant flowers and stuff there. i planted her a whole row of daylilies. there going to be beautiful when they bloom. then we watched a movie...didnt get to finish it. i had a great time. my summer has been a blast so far. working out. seeing veronica a hooslaw of times. she means the world to me and im glad that im able to see her as often as i have had.ok well my moms frigging laptop is dieing so i better end this short. CALLLLL MEE VERONICA!!!!! Mood: yawn Music: the white stripes- blue orchard

	2006.05.30  12.39 grandma what?!?!?! yea so uhh last night i went to my freinds house.and he had this little birdie....it was cool...except for the biting of my finger. but anyways. it was so small and cool. so i figured i wanted a bird now....and there way cheap..so i was planning on getting one. i mentioned it to veronica and we want to get two now. IM FLIPPIN EXICTED. i love birds....and we are getting two lovebirds...Crisco and Disco....crisco is going to shit a lot...cuz it takes after me. and Disco will just be a girl and sit there next to the toy. haha yea anyways i want to get them this weekend but we will see. they last frigging 15-20 years but hey there birds and there cool so whatever. ok well i better research them bitches...peace Mood: can smell the bird shit alread Music: NYC cops- the strokes